life is screwed -.- everybody is breaking apart. today i kinda asked everybody to have a talk. so we sat down at the archive house and talked. but everybody started crying except me, and of course lynnette who wasn't in this. and we brought it to the toilet cause chia wanted tissue. all of us squeeze into the staff toilet. and it started.
me and alcinda started. we said about how amanda pangseyed me alcinda and eunice for the hongkong people, and how chia treated alcinda and the rest too. i was the evidence/witness lol.
then i started saying about amanda. then she said sorry. so its settled.
chia went on saying about everybody. started of with eunice and ended off with amanda. and next was eunice. and finally it came to amanda.
she just didnt want to say anything. she keeps joking about it. and so i finally asked her what's wrong with alcinda. she just said everthing. its like all of us shared for like damn long?! and she just said everything. and she started saying she's a bad friend and all that. okay but we wanna know how she feels about everybody. and she just said that she doesnt like the way alcinda pangseh her. i mean when ever did that happen?! its always amanda pangseh alcinda/us. i duno also. then amanda said she needed to pee so all of us went out. then we went to the girls toilet. and we just started talking again about all these stuffs. we said that amanda did not have any trust in us cause she doesn't want to tell us anything. we know something happened to her. so we can understand and decided to give her time. but we're gonna do something to let her know that she has our trust. and when i went out, i peeped through, i saw amanda talking to mag. i think she trusts mag more than us. i duno but why cant she trust us?
today when chia and i wanted to go home, amanda and eunice was in the hall playing volleyball. then we told then we going home. then eunice "byebye! byebye!" and i said "amanda, we go home already" she was just focusing on volleyball and didnt even bother to look at me or chia. she just oh. OH?! wth but i dun care anymore. what amanda wants to do, let her do man. we said this all today already. and i dun think amanda was listening. so just forget it.
i feel so guilty saying it. but gah! i just have to say it. screwed.
posted by danielleeee @ 7:05 PM
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